The Makings Of Me.

I've learned vulnerability is a good thing. I'm about to be exceptionally vulnerable in this post that is long over-due.  As of late, it takes a simple read of a text message to trigger the release of tears from my lacrimal apparatus .  These times are hard and trying for a lot of us.  All around the world.  Life sucks. Let me rephrase that, the living conditions people are experiencing suck.  I'm saddened to admit this post was not a direct result of the evil and inhumanity, illustrated in the media taken place around this country. This post alone was all fueled by heartbreak, disappointment and pain that a handful of my loved ones are dealing with. Both privately and openly.  Setbacks that are caused by: Health. Money. Stress. Shortcomings.  Struggles of all kinds: Lack of love, understanding, acc eptance and support.  And the ongoing battle of developing, attaining and creating our own perception of happiness.  I know that with age life becomes more

You've got to love yourself on purpose and love yourself first. You can't feel disconnected from yourself. And you certainly have to work for everything you want out of the relationship with yourself. It's Quality over quantity. How well you polish your mirror will reflect the amount of happiness you feel. The amount of time you dedicate to creating your own happiness will increase your probability to creating the future you want for yourself. You're going to be you forever so why not treat you good. Create something amazing for her, give her something to look forward to, give her something to be proud of. Give her something that makes her feel complete. Be meticulous to her mind, body and soul. Fall deeply in love with her. Spend the rest of your life with her and not disconnected from her.  the most important relationship to perfect, is the one with yourself.. Don't be afraid to be alone... It makes you stronger. 

The past few weeks I've been residing in foreign countries, and experiencing encounters with humans that I believe were angels. I've began to embrace a vulnerable version of myself and with the changes I've started to view the world differently. I think I might be gravitating towards a new life or something. In 2014 I wanted to leave behind a certain part of myself. I wasn't satisfied with her performance so I had to bench her for a while and work on her skill. We're both trying and we're pushing. Progress is being made and we are getting closer and closer to our goal and ultimately the end result. Action is key to this lifestyle.  The more we practice the more we experience that pleasure of life. That life is forbidden in the past and the future. You must be present. It's a life with lights, a camera, and plenty of action , A life where you're financially, mentally and emotionally free-- it's a life that YOU control. A life where kindness is the l

In recent events, following the murder of Michael Brown, a piece of my peace has been crumbled. Michael Brown, an unarmed, 18 year old college student was scheduled to begin his freshman year at Vatterott College. Unfortunately, he didn't make it to his first day of classes. On August 9th, 2014 Michael was gunned down in the streets of Ferguson Missouri by police officer Darren Wilson. His body left to lay there in the blistering heat for for hours. Wilson, shot his gun at Michael a dozen of times, hitting Brown six times, two in the head. With little to no regard for the human value of Michael Brown the law enforcement officer took the precious, unwritten, young life of a 18 year old teenage boy as if his life had little to no value.  This happened. It's been heavily publicized through every single device of mass media, since. The recorded gunshots, multiple stories false accusations, subconscious racism, pictures, endless footage, and a transparent glimpse into t

The world is controlled by two forces. The highest of the two being a positive energy of GOD, Compassion, and LOVE. The other being the complete opposite; utterly evil, destructive and hateful, better known as The Devil. I grew up being extremely familiar with the opposing side due to my elementary school fame... I can remember countless times where I was the cause of someone crying at recess because I excluded them from whatever girl group, club or gang my friends and I had formed at lunch earlier that day. The Spice Girls were usually who we strolled around Recess pretending to be. But looking back I realize we were more like Destiny's Child due to the fact the revolving door was always open. I was Beyonce though, so I did the kicking out and the replacing. Always. I was one of three black girls in my entire school so I was different and people admired that. Innocent souls admire the significant things in life. Unfortunately back then I let the hype go to my head and an EGO was f

It's been exactly 3 months since I've publicly written . In the missed time I've been doing some soul searching, soul recovering and soul spoiling. When I say soul [searching], I'm referring to searching for more wisdom and truth from what I've already been so enriched with within this short but precious lifetime of mines. The soul recovering I speak of is in reference to the refocus, and revamping of my purpose I've been diligently working on since-- what felt like the Coldest Winter Ever ended. Saving the best for last, the soul spoiling I mentioned was said modestly yet wholeheartedly in regards to the decisions, power moves, and progress I've made with awareness, peace and love; which has entirely been a motivating factor in bringing me closer to GOD, UNIVERSE, SPIRIT, HEAVEN, PEACE, LOVE, etc. than I've ever been before. I'll keep it real because we all deserve REAL: This past winter after returning from Africa, I never really readjusted to