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A Letter to "Love"

Dear Love,
Where do we stand? Over There where there's NOTHING? From these lesson's that I've learned from loving you. I know everyone makes mistakes, i know it's never too late. I Know you are blind. Your strongest emotion is the heart & weakest is the mind. You have a bipolar personality. You can be amazing one second, and completely awful the next. When we were first introduced i thanked God for you, Towards the end of our relationship i started taking you for granted, or maybe you started taking me for granted. I started to get over you and your whole "Philosophy". You can feel so good at one second and feel so bad the next. I always find it in my heart to forgive you but i never forget. Every time You let me down i build my wall a little higher. All my girls tell me to give up on you. I'd listen but there stuck on you so what sense does that make. Honestly I'll Hold on until i gain back the trust i had in you. But Love You've got to change.. Stop surronding yourself with lies. I come to you because the Truth is all i want to here. I should be able to count on you to give me all of that. Feel For Me and ONLY Me. Dont let any outsiders get in between us. Tell me what i need to hear, not what i WANT to here. Live this out with me as a realist not an idealist. Dont give up one me. I'm a working progress. Stand by my side and we'll get through anything. We have had our ups and downs but I'd rather be with you then to be without you.

Sincerly,
The Girl That Will Never Give Up On You.

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