The Makings Of Me.

Dear Love, Where do we stand? Over There where there's NOTHING ? From these lesson's that I've learned from loving you. I know everyone makes mistakes, i know it's never too late. I Know you are blind. Your strongest emotion is the heart & weakest is the mind. You have a bipolar personality. You can be amazing one second, and completely awful the next. When we were first introduced i thanked God for you, Towards the end of our relationship i started taking you for granted, or maybe you started taking me for granted. I started to get over you and your whole "Philosophy". You can feel so good at one second and feel so bad the next. I always find it in my heart to forgive you but i never forget. Every time You let me down i build my wall a little higher. All my girls tell me to give up on you. I'd listen but there stuck on you so what sense does that make. Honestly I'll Hold on until i gain back the trust i had in you. But Love You've got to chan

We all lie — once a day or so, according to most studies. But usually we tell little lies, like "your new haircut looks great!" And most of us can control when we lie or what we lie about. But some people lie repeatedly and compulsively, about things both big and small. I'm convinced that the people who lie to me forget the lies they say to me... Excuses are BULLSHIT; Reasons No longer mean shit to me. s(he) be(lie)ve(d) At Some point in time you have to take responsibility for all the ugly shit you do to people,, if you hurt someone somebody is going to hurt you even worst. Friendship is not capable of ending; For if it ends it is only because it never existed. -Let Me Go. Because this isn't going to work out.. Once You Stab Me In My Back; I'll Pull It Out & Stab You In The Throat. I can smile & put up a front like everything is cool & gravy but deep down inside i HATE YOU.. [Hate is a strong word but i mean it with every consonant & vowel that m

No One Can Ruin Your Day Without Your Permission. This statement is absolutely true because we make our own decisions and choices as distinct individuals. Allowing someone else to ruin your day is simply allowing someone else to live your life. All to often does this happen because we allow others negative energy to influence how we go about our every day lives. For example... It's a bright sunny Monday morning and things are going right as I'm on my way to work. I'm excited because i know it's a short work week and i know i have some great events planned for the weekend. Well, I get to work and my boss is on a complete rampage because she had a terrible weekend. So she is defensively trying to rain on everyone Else's parade because she isn't happy. Therefore she comes down on me because she notices I'm in high spirits and of course Misery Loves Company. So working an 8-hour shift with her she finds every way possible to aggravate and annoy me causing

This past week has been exhausting . I'm completely drained. I haven't felt this alone in quite sometime. It's as if I'm isolated from the rest of the world. I don't want to go out and do too much; i don't want to be around too many people and i don't look forward to much either. I find myself crying a lot more and smiling alot less. I'm emotionally burned out & My hours seem like days. They say " Time Heals Pain " --- but exactly what time zone do you have to be in for that to happen? Things havn't gotten any easier. I've learned to act like they have but it's still the same ol' thing. I feel soo deprived; i feel empty inside & its this thing i feel like i'm missing and can't let go.. There's Got to be soo much more to life.. Life is too short to be anything but happy; but i'm stuck searching for happiness because it's not in reaching distance. I Want, I Hope, I Pray , I Wish, I Dream BUT i GET

"i used to think love wasn`t worth fighting for, but when it became REAL i was ready for war ." Relationships are like Sports Associations such as the NFL ; NBA ; or MLB .. We all start out as Minors in relationships; we dont expect to go to the Major Leagues within the first couple days or even weeks. Often We take the relationship for granted because we have our doubts because of history as well as our abilities and performance levels. All too often do we let these imperfections and flaws get the best of us, and we make mistakes: Cheating Lieing Betrayal. It's a selfish, greedy and egotistical play. But when your a minor in the game you want to hog the ball or give your skills exposure. But all too often you fail to realize your not being a team-player and you end up taking the L for yourself and ultimately your team-mate (boyfriend or girlfriend) and the team falls apart. However There Is No [i] IN TEAM as we've all heard before. If Your Truly In It 2 Win

The one thing i hate the most is saying goodbye. it`s never been easy for me. i mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? goodbyes are all different . some are for a day, some are for a month . but others are forever . and the concept of forever is hard to accept . it`s like hey, i`m never going to see you again, goodbye . it doesn`t feel complete . but i think that`s what goodbyes are. they`re incomplete and you honestly don`t know how long the goodbye will last . it`s a part of life . ---- That's My Heart ; He's Been With Me From The Start... It'S Not To Often You Find A Member Of The Opposite Sex That Will Hold You Down & Have Your Back . We Been Together Like Nike Airs && Crisp Tees. And We DOWN for each other like 2 flats on the side of Georgia Ave .. Life Is Bout To Suck Without Him!